Brenda had another trip to the doctor on tuesday night. Another seizure. Man I hate those things even though they have assured us that they are not harmful. I just hate watching my children suffer. I can not imagine what our Heavenly Father has to go through. I wish I could protect them from anything hurtful but I guess that we are here to learn and I have to let them. I am grateful for the gospel and for my testimony because I don't know how I would get through the days. I am so grateful for the knowledge I have. (I could use a little more.) I see so much struggle around me and I wish I could fix it for those people that I love so much. But all I can do is pray and hope things will get better. I love Easter time it is a great time for reflection on Christ and the things he has done for me. Mostly in times that I have been undeserving. I can't believe the life I have been given. A great husband and the best kids in the world. As I go through the struggles of each day I just need to remind myself of the big picture. I know that no matter what happens to us here. It is just a small part of what is in store for us. I am grateful for that knowledge, and I hope it will be enough to keep me focused and moving in the right direction. Hope my family and friends know how much I love them and I want to wish everyone a Happy Easter! (wow that was deep)